i miss you m4w
I miss you so much it hurts.
I still don't understand what happened, and probably never will.
I told you I was scared to love you, and you told me not to be. So i let myself love you, and fell so hard for you. You told me we were soul mates and I believed you. It seemed like we were so happy, riding bikes, swimming, watching movies and just talking for hours on end.
Then one day it ended for you, I felt the change. Shortly there after you broke things off.
True to form, you've been nothing but kind and adult about things. I've been a child, devoid of reason, but then there is no reason to love is there? Love lacks logic, that's what makes it special. I know you don't have feelings for me anymore, but i have to let this out.
I want to be there for you, I see the tears in your eyes and the sorrow behind your smile. I want to hold you in my arms and comfort you. I want to wake up beside you once again and tell you how beautiful you are, how amazing of a person you are. I'd do anything, give anything just for another try. it could start slow, a whole new thing. It could be anything you want, just so long as i could look into your hazel eyes once more and see the love that was there.
I hope you never read this because I've made things bad enough already. I would tell you these things but they would only make life harder for you.
I wish i could just move on, I've never been so stuck on someone before, I feel like such a creepster. look like there is another crazy ex-boyfriend to add to your list.
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